I have to go see some doctors.
Before the chika though, outfit of the day muna.
Dress: I CAN’T REMEMBER WHERE I GOT IT; Shoes: CLN
There are old clothes in your closets that you definitely cannot part with, ano? I have purged my closets too many times but never ko ni-let ko etong dress na ito. It’s so old na that I cannot remember anymore where I got it. Fat or thin kasi maganda ang fit niya sa akin eh.
Anyway, I have to go see so many doctors.
First, an eye doctor. I have to ask if I can correct the grade of my eye through laser surgery. From 150 last year, 275 na ang grade of each of my eyes. I’m practically useless without eyeglasses or contact lenses. My friends have gushed about how happy they were about their laser eye surgeries that I want to try it na. I just need to ask the eye doctor a couple of questions like ano ang percentage of the probability na they would make an error and make me blind permanently. Mga morbid questions like that.
Second, I need to see my Gynecologist. I want to have a couple of tests done why hindi ako mabuntis buntis since we started trying to get pregnant four years ago.
Third, I need to see a Gastroentorologis or a Stomach Doctor. You see, when they did an endoscopy on me in 2006 (or was it in 2004?!), they found a polyp in my intestines. They removed it. They also tested it and it was benign naman. I was told to have an endoscopy every 5 years to check baka magka-polyp ulit. Beh, anong petsa na? I have never been to a Gastro since then! Nakakatrauma naman kasi yung labatiba nila eh! It was so scary and draining. Though, I felt I lost 10 lbs after kaka-jebs until maging clear colored yung jebs ko. Sorry. TMI. But I really have to have myself checked.
Lastly, my Annual Physical Exams laboratory results showed that I have very high T4 values. My T4 results was 147.10 nmol/L. The range is only 66 – 1.81 nmol/L. I asked my bilas if I have goiter. She said mataas nga ang T4 ko. She advised me to have a second opinion, a re-test so we can conclude if I have goiter.
Hay naku. When I was a dalaga, I had hyperthyroidism. When I tested for it during my pregnancy with Anika, wala na daw. Normal na. Kaya I was surprised bakit parang meron ulit ngayon.
The praning in me Googled the symptoms of hyperthyroidism. The more ako na-convince that I have it. From this website, eto daw ang mga symptoms:
- Fatigue or muscle weakness -YES! I FEEL TIRED ALL THE TIME!
- Hand tremors -YES! MY HAND SOMETIMES NANGINGINIG!
- Mood swings -AY SUPER YES! MY STAFF AND ALVIN CAN ATTEST TO THIS!
- Nervousness or anxiety -SUPER! THOUGH NORMAL NAMAN SA AKIN YUN, I FEEL ANXIOUS ALL THE TIME!
- Rapid heartbeat -YES! I HAD IT CHECKED VIA ECG, OKAY NAMAN DAW MY HEART.
- Heart palpitations or irregular heartbeat -YES! I PALPITATE ALL THE TIME!
- Skin dryness -YES! ANG SUPER DRY NG SKIN KO!
- Trouble sleeping -YES! WELL, SOMETIMES NO BUT THERE ARE WEIRD NIGHTS THAT I COULDN’T BRING MYSELF TO SLEEP
- Increased frequency of bowel movements – YES! I POOPOO A LOT!
- Weight loss – AYUN LANG. DITO LANG SUMABLAY. HINDI PA AKO PUMAPAYAT. NEVER MIND THAT I FINISH LIMPAK LIPAK NA SERVINGS OF DESSERT.
Right after we report our Midyear Report this week, I shall spend time at the hospital to have all necessary tests made. Health is wealth eh. Especially now na nagkaka-edad na tayo. But I refuse to admit na tumatanda na ako. It’s all in the mind yang pagtanda. Sa utak ko, I’m still that 25 year old girl. Ako ay isang twenty five year old girl na madami na nga lang nararamdaman. Hahahaha!
I used to before but I don’t Google all my suspected sickness anymore. It scares the living shait out of me. Praning na ako. Ayoko na i-worsen pa yun.
Please pray for me guys, ayt? Let’s pray for everyone’s good health and peace of mind.
Amen.
Good night!