Top: ZARA; Shorts: STRADIVARIUS; Shoes: JACK PURCELL CONVERSE; Sunglasses: RAYBAN
Hellooooooooooo!
How are you friends? Ang lapit na ng Christmas! Have you guys started your Christmas gifts shopping na? Ako yung diwa ko gusto na magstart kaso yung actual being ko madami pang ginagawa. I have book marked so many websites where I want to order my gifts. Yung actual ordering na lang yung kailangan kong gawin.
At the moment, I still can’t find time to do all the things that I have to do. Pineda is telling me to relax at least on weekends. I told her I want to but sa weekend ko lang nagagawa all the things that I need to do apart from work. Meaning, I can’t rest pa din on weekends. Gets na gets niya naman ako. I guess all working moms can relate to that. It’s very easy for other people to tell us not to stress about it. Heller. As if naman gusto natin ang state ng being stressed. Sinong gagang ang may gustong parang lagi kang hinahabol ng asong may rabies sa taranta. Di ba? Sometimes kasi nagiging too much ang things around us which we can’t control. Like now, talagang ayaw na magpapigil nung isa kong kasambahay umalis. Gusto daw niya magpahinga even without income. Hanep. Buti pa siya, afford niya to do that. Anyway, there are so many uncontrolled events happening around us. Dagdag siya sa iisipin natin every day. Nakakaloka. I can feel all working moms nodding their heads now. Apir. Pero wala, we just need to keep on swimming. Kaya natin ito!
I remember tuloy, mga bakla, have you ever been in that moment na sobrang extreme to a point that hindi na nagmamatter ang ibang bagay?
Alvin and I went through that already. Remember the time when I asked for prayers when Anika was hospitalized because of her heart beat skipping? Seconds just before her 2D echo started, na-feel ko yun. Everything else, every concern in the world seemed puny compared sa gustong gusto ko mangyari at that moment. All I wanted in that few seconds was for Anika’s heart to be normal. Wala sanang butas or kahit anong abnormalities. At that moment, nothing else mattered. Hindi important kung mataba ba ako or what. Hindi important if may hits pa itong blog ko or wala na. Hindi important if I had nice clothes at home or none. Alvin said hindi na daw nagmamatter if may pera kami or wala.
All we wanted at that moment was for Anika’s heart to be fine.
Thank God yun nga ang nangyari.
I am saying this kasi kanina habang nagda-drive ako sa traffic, I felt super tired. 6:30 pa lang yun ng umaga ha, pagod na pagod na ako. I felt burned out sobra. Pero naisip ko, ang daming tao out there who are experiencing worse. Swerte na ako because ang problem ko lang now is super busy ako. Yung ibang sa atin, mas grabe ang pinagdadaanan.
So there, mga mare, especially to the working moms out there. I know it can be overwhelming at times. Alam ko minsan awang awa na din kayo sa sarili niyo. I know sometimes gusto niyong kaltukan mga asawa niyo kasi parang hindi tumutulong. During times like that, isipin na lang natin na, it can be worse.
Like ummm, ayaw pa din palitan ni GLOBE the broken phone that I bought from them until now. God, it has been three weeks already since I first reported it to them. I am giving them until next week para maka-celebrate man lang kami ng monthsary ng ganito. Pero konti na lang talaga masisiraan na ako ng bait sa kanila. My Globe bill will be out any moment now and I will have to pay Php 28,800 for a phone na hindi ko magamit-gamit. If wala pa next week, I shall make kwento blow by blow.
Wooooooosssssaaaaaahhhh….
Osha, let’s think about positive vibes na lang instead. Isipin na lang natin sale sa weekend because it’s payday weekend. Buy something. Go. Tubuan sana ng pigsa sa fez ang kumontra sa inyo.
PS.
Speaking, who’s going to the Par8de trunk show at Nikkei Restaurant at One Rockwell tomorrow? I’ll be there. Kita tayo? =D
Happy weekend everybody!